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I was living in Battle Mountain when a boy named Billy who took an interest in me. One afternoon, I was playing hide-and-seek with some of my neighborhood friends. I found the perfect hiding spot where I know it would be hard to find me but then I got an unexpected visitor. It was Billy Deel, he hadn't even been playing with us. I got mad because I didn't want him hiding with me and the space is very small. We were bickering back and forth before he started talking about kissing. Billy told me that a kiss only counts if your eyes are closed and then said close your eyes. I didn't want to close my eyes and then all of a sudden he kissed me! I was completely disgusted by what was going on and wanted it to stop immediately! He aggressively grabbed my hair and bent my neck sideways and stuck his tongue in my mouth. The more I pulled away from him, the closer he pulled me to him... once he got on top of me he started tugging at my shorts. With his other hand he unbuttoned his pants, to stop him from what he wanted I put my hand down there. I was so young I had never touched one before but I knew what it was once I felt it. I did not have much room for self defense so I decided to bite his ear. The response I got was a scream and a punch to the face, my nose started to bleed. Luckily the other kids heard the noise and came running over to where we were. Billy and I got out and struggled putting our clothes back on. He had told all the kids he kissed me so I yelled back saying we just got into a fight. The next day I went to Billy's house to return the ring and tell him I didn't want anything to do with him. He ended up telling me he raped me, I was too young to know the real meaning behind that word but I knew it wasn't a good thing. Usually when I am confused about a word I'd go to my dad but I didn't think it was the best idea in this situation...